I start falling through the hole

on the way to hell

only to see a bright light


people come into view

it’s my mom and dad

my little sisters too


“Rena we thought we lost you.

this is the second time.

why don’t you talk to us?

just give us the time.”


I lay there and cry


“Go to sleep.”

God whispers

you’ll be alright


I close my eyes and fall asleep

only to wake up in my room

no cuts

no stitches

just me

I’m alive

it was just a dream


“I’m sorry God.

will you please forgive me?”


I’ll start talking now

I don’t want to lose me



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About PJ Secluded

Introspective writer working on first manuscript. Writer of original series, poems, musings of sorts and the occasional manic prose. My main blog is an original series seen through the eyes of the lesbian protagonist Burgess. With her brood of studs, they conquer fear and tragedy, embracing love and the experiences between close friends. I have been writing for just a little while now and found a true passion for it. I want to help others through my writing discussing sensitive issues that affect the LGBTQ community in a unique fashion


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