February 10, 2017

Never……….Say… Die

After the beast, I want to live

Crave and be done and move on

Always something next

Always something new

I want to do it all

No more minutes


The first time in my life of lives

Living lives and the dead

In now I realize the lack of forever

In the body life

Where I lie unmoving

          out of breath



No more



Very little time

Clock dancing forward

The tick of its pace

In the race, you can never

Make it hum


Formerly reticent

The here

And the now

I sing those looney tunes

To my cats and my lover


          “Fat kitty is so jiggly”


          “If it aint wavy, then I don’t want none baby.”


          …..tink tink tink……..with a beat

          on the counter.


The silence is no longer retching

Not just tolerated or maddening




In the true blue of ephemeral restraints

The present maxim:






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About PJ Secluded

Introspective writer working on first manuscript. Writer of original series, poems, musings of sorts and the occasional manic prose. My main blog is an original series seen through the eyes of the lesbian protagonist Burgess. With her brood of studs, they conquer fear and tragedy, embracing love and the experiences between close friends. I have been writing for just a little while now and found a true passion for it. I want to help others through my writing discussing sensitive issues that affect the LGBTQ community in a unique fashion


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